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Hi everyone,
i have choose to wrote this journal because i think was right give to peoples that come in my profile
give some explications why in this last year nearly i have no more post creations.
There are many answers to this "Question", and i will answer you in points; i hope that no one will feel blessed by my words,
but this are my thoughts and must be respected.
  •  In first, i think that many of you knowed about my bad health in the last months, i had an operation that had been more complicate then what preview, and after it a big internal emorragy that keeped me a lot of time in hospital... i have no laptop, so this is also the reason why of my absence during this hospital weeks!
    How to say... the time i was there and the media don't permitted me to spend time on DA, so i had taked the hard decision to leave the group Digital Artist with my big big big sadness (was my decision, no one asked me to go away!) and also dicted by some peoples that entered in the group and i am in not good rapport with them, so i prefered put me aside and continue to make my life without!
  • Another reason why i create no more, is because i sincerly haven't quite nice ideas, maybe i have but when i start to create i am totally blocked and so i am never able to end one... then we can add the fact that i will soon transfer me in Austria to my boyfriend and start to work so the time for dedicate me to digital art will be very very less unfortunately...
  • I have been deceived by the mostly part of the peoples here in DA that i knowed, in nearly one year of my absence not just one person that asked me why i created no more, what happened to me, why my absence from the art world etc etc, so i choosed that maybe was better detach me for a moment and continue to create following my road and my path, because is sad to say it, here on DA in the digital art world no one make something without have something... i always did features for promote the good creations and the good artists, never because i wanted that they exchanged me, sure exchange is nice, but after a little time it seems that this is forced and sincerly i don't like, everyone is there and nice to you only for their own intrest, and i think that many peoples in the digital art should think on it...
  • Other important reason is that i had some plans for my creations that unfortunately for all the things that was happen me i hadn't the way, the media, the references and the money to evolve it and so i had to renounce it... 
  • But, i wanna thank you one person in particular that also during my "missing time" had tried to push me to create again and purposing me some collaboration (i want that you know that this collaboration will happen soon or late! ^^ )

So... this are all the explications why i am nearly no more on DA, i hope that this journal will make reflect a lot of them, i also hope to have solve your doubts!
I wish to return to create soon, but i don't know exactly when this time will come!

Cheers,
BlackHeresy.

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Hi Guys,
i wrote you to day with the right purpose to try to restablize me artistically,
and i don't talk about the skills, but about the desire to create...
As a big part of you already know i had for 3 months some hard health problem,
that keeped me in bed and in low forces for a lot of time.

What about this?

After 1 month hard therapies it "seems" i am again healthy,
but is a momentaneous thing cause it can return also tomorrow,
so i will see in the next months how it will go; so this is the good news of this journal.

What about my silence time?

Yes ok, i can't hide that the healthy situation had put my humor very very down,
but it was happen more things on DA in this months that gived me really the desire to stop everything
also to create and to close the doors of the artistic world near to me...
Sometimes (i think to every artists) it happen that arrive a chrisis period,
where you have good ideas yes but you don't feel enough good for continue,
you think that what you create is for nothing (cause till now i have NEVER sell no one
of my calendars or my printings!!!),
and this it destroy a lot inside the desire to continue to share your ideas with the world
for nothing and also probably for no one...
This was so my thoughts to don't be enough a good talented artist!
Maybe this unsuccessfull career is also the result of my "not engagement" to try to make me
a lot of friends in the digital art world, but cause of this i must take it and pay the consequences.

What about the next weeks?

In the next weeks i will try to restablize my deviantart account (and also all the other artistical accounts!),
and to continue some creations i had started...
After Christmas i will go in Austria to my boyfriend for 2 weeks,
but i will be in anyway on Deviantart for who wants to talk with me.

Any proposal for the end of 2013 and the start of 2014?
Yes, i wish to finish the creation i had started in this months before the 25th december
(not sure to be able to do this!!! If the time permit me!!!).
And for the 2014?... Have no more such artistical crysis, be healthy
and try to sell what i create for have more satisfaction in what i do! :)

Anything to declare?
Yes, i am very open to any collaboration with every artist that purpose me! :)

Said this,
i wish you a nice Holiday vacations and a good start of 2014
if we don't hear us before!!! ^^

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Hi Deviants,
i wrote this journal because few days ago i had received a mail of a person
that i willn't say who is, that doubted of my bad healthy conditions,
and pretended to me to do things on DA, really not at all important.

So now i want to told how things are really and truly,
i had a bacteria in my throat that can bring me some illness able to kill me,
or in the good case make me lost the kidneys,
for try to don't join this stage i must do a therapy of injection,
is very painful and very strong that put me k.o.,
not able to stay sit or stand up for 3-4 days cause this paralize my legs.
The situation is as this, if i will be able to destroy this illness i will return very active in 3 weeks,
if i willn't be able i will need to be operate and then the time i don't know when it will be so long...
Is a hard and really bad situation,
i risk a lot and that's not at all funny, so i want really send FUCK OFF the peoples that doubt
about this and joke to me, their mind is really so stupid as hell.

Said this, i want also say that i will answer late, and i already excuse me for this,
and i will be able to collaborate only on the Digital Artist group for this time i am ill,
the simple reason is because i feel accepted and appreciated in this group,
and because i have real responsabilities.
If someone need something of me he/she need only to tell me or in other
send me a mail (that i can see by my smartphone!) and i will answer you.
Is as this and as this have to be.

For the news...
The reason why i don't create no more i think you have already understand it
reading what i had wroted here up, so really about this nothing new to say.
Someone of you had probably see i have expire all my prints on deviantart,
the reason is very simple, i had solded my first print on DA,
the result was this:
The prints costed at the buyer 30$ around,
DA had keeped 29,90$ and I that i have DONE the work,
i have gain 0,10$... so now tell me which shitty stolen is this.
I wanted as first to erase me of deviantart, but i don't do it simply because a lot of peoples i know here
aren't in other sites where i post my artworks,
and so i won't to lose contacts with them,
but i have promised me that i will NEVER no more put a print here.
So peoples want to buy my prints, i am on redbubble, society6 and artofwhere,
you only have the choice which to choose.
And on this argument i want to ask at peoples read this journal:
Who have already sold some print on DA and also out of DA? And how much prints you had solded in your life?

Other news i am sorry i haven't it cause my life now is between bed, sofa and 1-2 h pc,
so i hope to be better soon for give you more news!

Thanks for your comprension.


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Hi Deviants,
I want to feature this month the real talents i have discover;
creations that have colours, details, lights and shadows and also an originality
that made of this a "king" creation.

This aside, i had reflect a lot in this weeks thinking about what maybe miss in my creations,
what maybe i have never done, and also at why i have probably everytime put aside the relationships on DA,
i ever been by my side, like a solitary wolf, i have ever create alone, without following the themes of DA
or simply without following the "fashion" of the moment,
this because i have ever think that you have to create what you feel inside,
and not because what you create is what other peoples like to see by you...
I have never give the possibility to peoples to discover me as person that i am,
and also true, few peoples on DA know really my true name,
so i want to say you, do you have some questions to make me?
You can ask me everything, i have no secrets! :)

So said this i post here my new work and the featured


016 Wild Inside by BlackHeresy




Voyage.... by ThyC-Graphics Lamia Venatio by f1nalh3av3n
Clockhearts: Lutte Empetre by hen-tie Ice Queen by rafater Rootedwoman by DeniseWorisch Uranus of the Titans by neisbeis Dungeons and Dragons: Farah (OC Commission) by Eddy-Shinjuku
Summon The Beast by Blackpearls91  A Fisherman Stories by Cold-Tommy-Gin Wu Yao by redpeggy Little mermaid fearie by sakimichan

Acqua by Paulo-Bert Lighthouse by Tira-OwlDeer 2 by Sophia-M
Hummingfox by Maquenda Let dreams come by EmiliaPaw5 destruction s avatar normal version by 1oshuart Fire queen by Sgt-lonely
10000ans-Avance-W-1 by kargall Blood Zodiac. Gemini II by Vasylina My muse (2013) by SoniaMatas Mushrooms Land - IN 14th exp by Dafne-1337art
May the Magic be with you by Ellysiumn Ops! by darkmello 4th dimensions by ClaudioBergamin 

PW Battle Art by Sinto-risky Titan Bros. by Puzzletoad














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Hi guys,
here some rules to follow if you want to collaborate with me and for work in good harmony all together.
Please read very well and attentively.

~ English ~

:bulletred: Respect. I am a person as you, so you must respect me.
:bulletred: Don't doubt of my capabilities and of my work, if you don't think i am not enough good for your works
choose another one better then me.
:bulletred: I don't work for FREE.
:bulletred: I am a professional Graphic Designer and Digital Artists, so if my prices are too much high for you,
you have only to find anyone other, i also need money for live!
:bulletred: Don't ask me any Indd, psd, ai file for be modificate, i don't allow my works to any modification by anyone other not me.
:bulletred: One time finish the commission and have pay, every modification requested will cost to 10€ to grow up
based on the time of work i will need for modificate it.
-No lamentations accepted if the price grow up and go out of the budget,
you was informed before by this journal, if you haven't read the whole rules i have no responsabilities.-
:bulletred: I am a professional one, if i do the work today, you must me pay maximum after 48h by the end of the work,
before you pay and then i will send you the work. If you don't pay after 48h the price will increase.
:bulletred: If your typographers do any problem to print the works i have done because he isn't able to do his own work, that's not my problem.
In anyway if this happen, consultate me and expose me the problem, we will try to find a solution.
:bulletred: You ask a service to me, so i give you the service, not the opposite, so you MUST pay it.
:bulletyellow: I am able to do my work, my advises are made by years of experience, so take it as a constructive critique,
if i advise you something is because i know that this could run better in the commercial field.
:bulletyellow: Every commissioner is trait by me at the same way, bands and peoples that came to commissionate me works and
think to be the kings of the world or be one step up to me, please go away.
:bulletyellow: You ask a service, and this service have a price, i don't do charity, if you can't permit you this services that's not my problem.
:bulletgreen: Yes, you can ask a preventive; the price is "about" the same i say, but it change proportionally by the hours of work i need.
:bulletgreen: Every idea you have in your mind for the work i have to do, please tell me because this will make me spend less hours of work,
and in this way also the price will be lower.
:bulletgreen: Payements have to be done by PayPal.
:bulletgreen: The price in dollar or any other value will be proportionally to the euro price i do; it will amount only 1,50€ more on the total price for the change of value. (Exemple: if the price is 50€ in dollars will be 67$ + 1,3$)
So yes, i accept other values then Euro.
:bulletgreen: Feedback and tags on the works you post online i have done are very well appreciated.
:bulletgreen: Be honest. If there is some problem talk me before i start the work.

- For any other question contact me. -



~ Français ~

:bulletred: Respect. Je suis une personne comme toi, donc tu dois me respecter.
:bulletred: Ne doute pas des mes capacités et de mes travaux, si tu ne crois pas je suis assez bien pour toi,
t'as qu'à t'en trouver mieux de moi.
:bulletred: Je ne travaille pas GRATUITEMENT.
:bulletred: Je suis une infographiste et artiste digitale professionelle, donc si mes prix sont trop haut pour toi,
t'as qu'à trouver un autre, j'ai aussi besoin d'argent pour vivre!
:bulletred: Ne me demandez pas les fichiers indd, psd ou ai pour être modifié, je ne permot à aucun que ce soit en dehors de moi meme de modifier mes creations.
:bulletred: Une fois finie la commission et que t'as payé, chaque modification que tu me demande ça partira de 10€ à augmenter
en base aux heures de travail j'aurai besoin pour le modifier.
- Aucune plainte acceptée si le prix augmente et sort de ton budget,
t'avait eté informé avant par ce journal, si tu ne l'a pas lu par entiér je n'ai pas de responsabilités.-
:bulletred: Je suis une infographiste professionelle, si je finis le travail aujourd'hui, tu dois me payer entre 40h de la fin du travail,
avant tu paye et aprés je t'envoye le travail. Si tu ne paye pas avant de 48h de la fin du travail, le prix va augmenter.
:bulletred: Si ton typographer a des soucis à imprimer le travail j'ai fait car il n'est pas capable de faire son boulot c'est pas mon probléme.
En tout cas si ça arrive, parlez moi de ce probléme, on cherchera de trouver une solution.
:bulletred: Tu me demande un service, je te donne un service, pas le contraire, donc tu DOIS le payer.
:bulletyellow: Je suis capable de faire mon travail, mes conseils sont fruit d'années d'experience, donc prennez le comme une critique constructive,
si je te conseille quelque chose c'est parce que je sais que ça peut marcher mieux dans le commerce.
:bulletyellow: Chaque commissionaire est traité par moi à la meme façon, groupes et personnes que me commissionent des travaux
et se croyent les roi du monde ou d'être un niveau plus haut que moi, merci de s'en aller loin de moi.
:bulletyellow: Tu demande un service, et ce service a un prix, je ne fais pas la charitée à aucun, si tu ne peut pas te permettre ce service c'est pas un probléme à moi.
:bulletgreen: Oui, tu peut me demander un preventive; le prix c'est "à peu prés" ce que je dis, mais ça change proportionallement en base aux heures que je vais travailler.
:bulletgreen: Chaque ideas tu as dans ta tête pour le travail j'ai à faire, je te remercie de me le dire, en ce façon je travaillerai moin et le prix ce sera moin cher pour toi.
:bulletgreen: Les payements sont par PayPal.
:bulletgreen: Le prix en dollar ou en autre values seront proportional au prix en euro que je ferai; ça augmentera juste de 1,50€ sur le prix total pour le change de value. (Exemple: si le prix est 50€ en dollars ce sera 67$ + 1,3$)
Donc oui, j'accepte autre values que l'Euro.
:bulletgreen: Les Feedback et tags sur les travaux que tu poste online et que j'ai fait sont trés appreciées.
:bulletgreen: Sois honnet. Si il y a quelque soucis merci de m'en parler avant que je commence à travailler.

- Pour autre questions contactez moi. -



~ Italiano ~

:bulletred: Rispetto. Sono una persona come te, quindi mi devi rispettare.
:bulletred: Non dubitare delle mie capacità e dei miei lavori, se non pensi sia abbastanza brava per te, scegliti un'altro migliore di me.
:bulletred: Non lavoro a GRATIS.
:bulletred: Sono uno Grafico e Artista Digitale professionista, quindi se i miei prezzi son troppo alti per te,
trovati un'altro grafico, ho bisogno anche io dei soldi per vivere!
:bulletred: Non chiedermi alcun indd, psd o ai file per essere modificato, non permetto a nessuno all'infuori di me di modificare le mie creazioni.
:bulletred: Una volta finita la commissione e aver pagato, ogni modifica richiesta costerà dai 10€ in su
in base al tempo di lavoro che mi ci vorrà per modificarlo.
- Non accetto lamentele se il prezzo va fuori dal budget,
siete stati informati prima da questo post, se non lo avete letto per intero io non ho responsabilità.-
:bulletred: Sono una professionista, se io finisco il lavoro oggi hai massimo 48 ore dalla fine del lavoro per pagarmi,
prima paghi e poi ti consegno il lavoro. Se non paghi dopo 48 ore dalla fine del lavoro il prezzo aumenterà.
:bulletred: Se il tuo tipografo ha dei problemi con la stampa dei lavori che ho fatto perché non è capace di fare il suo lavoro non è un problema mio.
In ogni caso questo accadesse, consultatemi e esponetemi il problema, cercheremo di trovare una soluzione.
:bulletred: Tu mi chiedi un servizio, io ti fornisco un servizio, non il contrario, quindi questo servizio tu DEVI pagarlo.
:bulletyellow: Sono in grado di fare il mio lavoro, i miei consigli sono frutto di anni di esperienza, prendili come una critica costruttiva,
se ti consiglio qualcosa è perché so che questo potrebbe funzionare meglio nel campo commerciale.
:bulletyellow: Ogni committente è trattato da parte mia allo stesso modo, le band e le persone che mi commissionano lavori
e credono di essere i re del mondo o un gradino sopra di me, per favore abbassate la cresta o sparite dalla mia vista.
:bulletyellow: Tu mi chiedi un servizio e questo servizio ha un prezzo, non faccio la carità a nessuno, se tu non puoi permetterti questi servizi non è un problema mio.
:bulletgreen: Si, puoi chiedermi un preventivo; il prezzo è "circa" quello prestabilito, ma ovviamente può cambiare in base alle ore di lavoro di cui avrò bisogno per crearlo.
:bulletgreen: Ogni idea che hai in mente per il lavoro che devo fare, per favore esponimela dettagliamente, cosi io lavorerò meno ore e per te il prezzo sarà più basso.
:bulletgreen: I pagamenti sono effettuati tramite PayPal.
:bulletgreen: Il prezzo in dollari o qualsivoglia valuta sarà proporzionale al prezzo in euro che faccio; si dovrà aggiungere solo 1,50€ in più al prezzo totale per il cambio di valuta che dovrò effettuare in seguito. (Per esempio: se il prezzo è di 50€ in dollari sarà di 67$ + 1,3$). Quindi si, accetto altre valute all'infuori dell'Euro.
:bulletgreen: I Feedback e i tags sui lavori che posti online che io ho fatto son ben apprezzati.
:bulletgreen: Sii onesto. Se c'è qualche problema parlamene prima che io inizi a lavorare.

- Per qualsiasi altra domanda contattatemi. -

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