i wrote you to day with the right purpose to try to restablize me artistically,
and i don't talk about the skills, but about the desire to create...
As a big part of you already know i had for 3 months some hard health problem,
that keeped me in bed and in low forces for a lot of time.
What about this?
After 1 month hard therapies it "seems" i am again healthy,
but is a momentaneous thing cause it can return also tomorrow,
so i will see in the next months how it will go; so this is the good news of this journal.
What about my silence time?
Yes ok, i can't hide that the healthy situation had put my humor very very down,
but it was happen more things on DA in this months that gived me really the desire to stop everything
also to create and to close the doors of the artistic world near to me...
Sometimes (i think to every artists) it happen that arrive a chrisis period,
where you have good ideas yes but you don't feel enough good for continue,
you think that what you create is for nothing (cause till now i have NEVER sell no one
of my calendars or my printings!!!),
and this it destroy a lot inside the desire to continue to share your ideas with the world
for nothing and also probably for no one...
This was so my thoughts to don't be enough a good talented artist!
Maybe this unsuccessfull career is also the result of my "not engagement" to try to make me
a lot of friends in the digital art world, but cause of this i must take it and pay the consequences.
What about the next weeks?
In the next weeks i will try to restablize my deviantart account (and also all the other artistical accounts!),
and to continue some creations i had started...
After Christmas i will go in Austria to my boyfriend for 2 weeks,
but i will be in anyway on Deviantart for who wants to talk with me.Any proposal for the end of 2013 and the start of 2014?
Yes, i wish to finish the creation i had started in this months before the 25th december
(not sure to be able to do this!!! If the time permit me!!!).
And for the 2014?... Have no more such artistical crysis, be healthy
and try to sell what i create for have more satisfaction in what i do! Anything to declare?
Yes, i am very open to any collaboration with every artist that purpose me!
i wish you a nice Holiday vacations and a good start of 2014
if we don't hear us before!!! ^^