i have choose to wrote this journal because i think was right give to peoples that come in my profile
give some explications why in this last year nearly i have no more post creations.
There are many answers to this "Question", and i will answer you in points; i hope that no one will feel blessed by my words,
but this are my thoughts and must be respected.
- In first, i think that many of you knowed about my bad health in the last months, i had an operation that had been more complicate then what preview, and after it a big internal emorragy that keeped me a lot of time in hospital... i have no laptop, so this is also the reason why of my absence during this hospital weeks!
How to say... the time i was there and the media don't permitted me to spend time on DA, so i had taked the hard decision to leave the group Digital Artist with my big big big sadness (was my decision, no one asked me to go away!) and also dicted by some peoples that entered in the group and i am in not good rapport with them, so i prefered put me aside and continue to make my life without!
- Another reason why i create no more, is because i sincerly haven't quite nice ideas, maybe i have but when i start to create i am totally blocked and so i am never able to end one... then we can add the fact that i will soon transfer me in Austria to my boyfriend and start to work so the time for dedicate me to digital art will be very very less unfortunately...
- I have been deceived by the mostly part of the peoples here in DA that i knowed, in nearly one year of my absence not just one person that asked me why i created no more, what happened to me, why my absence from the art world etc etc, so i choosed that maybe was better detach me for a moment and continue to create following my road and my path, because is sad to say it, here on DA in the digital art world no one make something without have something... i always did features for promote the good creations and the good artists, never because i wanted that they exchanged me, sure exchange is nice, but after a little time it seems that this is forced and sincerly i don't like, everyone is there and nice to you only for their own intrest, and i think that many peoples in the digital art should think on it...
- Other important reason is that i had some plans for my creations that unfortunately for all the things that was happen me i hadn't the way, the media, the references and the money to evolve it and so i had to renounce it...
- But, i wanna thank you one person in particular that also during my "missing time" had tried to push me to create again and purposing me some collaboration (i want that you know that this collaboration will happen soon or late! ^^ )
So... this are all the explications why i am nearly no more on DA, i hope that this journal will make reflect a lot of them, i also hope to have solve your doubts!
I wish to return to create soon, but i don't know exactly when this time will come!